that's sad...

do you know the feleng, when everything is wrong?

and can you feel that? 

i can... because that's hapening too me right now.

and that's because of my friends.

i was thinking that i had just *real* friend..

you know?

but the other day... i saw that 

isn't true.

we were best friends..

she was telling about some girl...

she sad that she doesn't like her anymore.

and i belive that.

she sad, she well never be her friend...

and i belive that,

she sad i am going to be your best friend now.

and i belive that.

and than what happen?

the other day she went to her house..

they was together.

and me?

i was nothing...

and what about school?

*yay* 

she told me that she's her friend now.

OK!

but... that's not all.

the thing, that hurt me the most...

happend today!

we sad that we were be together 

in saturday..

yeah, sure.

i send sms to her.

and she isn't send me sms back..

WHY?

cause she was with her !

and she's with her right now!

how do i know that?

because *the real friend told me that*

i'm soo sad :(

i think i am going to talk with her why she doo that...

or not...

but i THINK we won't be friends now.

THAT's SAD :/ how can friend do that to you?

i just can't understand.

OK, i am going to finish that blog.

i hope i will be bether :)

und THANK YOU; LARA♥ 

i love you <3

and bye for now. <3